Its been a long while

Since I last posted. Sorry about that folks. Its been a hectic and at times difficult month. I've been down some, well a lot in the dumps. I have a podcast, focusing on music about mental illness ready to record, but I just havent felt up to recording it. Maybe I'll do it sometime tomorrow or the next day. Good night world.

Monday Post

I'm posting. LoL sure thats not a real post but its a path way to a post. I'm working on content for a new podcast, about Mental Illness and the like. I hope to have it posted Friday. It wont be podsafe but it should be good I hope.

Circus, outings and updates

Took the kids to the Circus on Thursday, and we all had a blast, lots of Fun, and Allen and Charity came with us. It was good seeing them, I wish we had more time to hang out with them and such.
Today we went to the Whitten center and park area and had a little picnic for dinner/supper. it was fun, the kids enjoyed themselves and it was nice quiet time with the family. I'm still feeling anxious and nervous a good deal of the time. Don't know where it comes from but it's here on a regular basis.

Tired today

Been kinda sleepy today but i havent laid around in bed or napped any. I've gone to the store to get some medicine for the small girl, as well as ran a few other errands. I did lounge a bit to read but I consider that productive. Its been a decent day.
Reading Percy Jackson and the Olypians, the Lightning Thief, and its been enjoyable the first few hundred pages anyway.

Well I'm Up

and moving around, getting a snack of some sort to keep me going. We are taking the small girl back to the doctor to check on her spots again. Hopefully the Dr. will say she's fine and then we'll take her on to school.
ELSE we go see another dr about what the next steps are .

Bad Morning, better afternoon

I had a rough morning with me not wanting to get back up after the kids saw their baskets. I have a lot of trouble getting going in the mornings, I fought with my wife, we argued a good bit. after noon and after i got up. we hid eggs for the kids, which was fun for them. Later we took them to the riverwalk and flew kites for a while, blew bubbles too. we then went out to eat mexican, followed by coming home to play outside a bit more, it was fun.
as far as the morning goes, i really think i'm not getting quality sleep. I still wake up a bunch at night, and i don't feel rested when i wake up. Excuses maybe but its the truth, I dont think I'm getting quality sleep, even with my Sleep Apnea machine. Maybe the settings on it need adjusting, maybe I need something else to help me sleep, maybe something is just out of whack with me, who knows.

Busy couple of days

That's helped me stay active and up and out going, with all the going out and the like.
Still having lots of issues getting my days going, and still having problems of what to do when I run out of internet before i run out of day. I feel like that guy in the commercial that says "I'm done, i've finished the internet". I'm supposed to do more away from the computer things, and I've done some out side the home bits last few days, and I have a plan to try to get myself slowly reaclimated to the hussle of college life. I am going to email my professors and see if i can use the Computer labs and maybe audit a class or two , the last Half of classes anyway till summer, just to get over some of this agoraphobia. It was my wife's idea. See I DID marry the smart one.
Seems there is going to be a new Boatman in the world, congrats go out to Andy and Melissa on the soon to be new addition to the family.